My prayer today...

Jesus, Lover of my soul,
Jesus, I will never let you go
You’ve taken me from the miry clay
You've set my feet upon the Rock, and now I know

I love you, I need you,
Though my world may fall, I’ll never let you go
My Saviour, my closest friend,
I will worship you until the very end

Why?

Why does my heart ache?
Why do I feel so alone?
Why do I then sometimes just want to be alone?
Why isn't there someone to hold me when I cry?
Why do they say they love you and yet walk away?
Why do I think I'd feel better if I could just slug someone?
Why in the world has God brought me here?
Why do I struggle to see purpose in me being in this place?
Why am I so frustrated sometimes?
Why can't this world satisfy my longings?
Why is it hard to trust that God will work it out in His time?
Why have I let go of someone so good to me?
Why am I so impatient?
Why do I feel I'm a million miles away from my dreams?
Why can't I just focus on what He has before me now?
Why do I let my pride & selfishness take over?
Why is it hard to trust people?
Why did I have to go through everything that I have?
Why do people think I'm strong when I feel so weak?
Why am I so blind to blessings in my life?
Why does He find me worthy of anything?
Why? ...because of His Son and His unconditional love for me.
THAT makes this all worth it, whether or not I fully understand why...